Water is the keeper of time, the vessel of memory, and the wellspring of feeling. Its legacy is written in the very bones of the earth, in the blood and tears of every living thing, flowing through the cycles of becoming and return.
The motion of emotion is not just a play on words. It’s the ebb and flow of tides. It is the pressure that forces water into the deepest subterranean caves where the steady drip, drip, drip, eventually transform the earth with the formation of towering mineral deposits, just as rivers slowly carve through the land.
Ancientness describes all the above. For ancient is water, the source of all life and our great link to the shared heredity that precedes the very birth of our Sun.
First wasn’t the Word.
First was the dew of saliva that rolled off the Speaker’s tongue and over its lips as they made the first sound.
A metaphor, of course. A highlight [phor] the [Meta] community and all its derivatives in the age of short, distracted, attention spans.
It must be the water coursing through you right now. Reminding you of your primordial, interstellar nature that links you to everything that has ever existed on this blue-green gem we call Earth.
Water. The stuff 4.5 billion years old. Older than the sun. Believed to originate from interstellar ice during the formation of the solar system.
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Just the very mentioning of it, aloud or in your headspace, nourishes you. Quenches a thirst you didn’t even know you had.
Of course, there’s no proof of the following, although it’s sadly likely: This water, older than our sun. Older than life on Earth. That saw through the dinosaurs, welcomed the first hominids, and nourished the primaeval forests … only to become polluted with microplastics, chemicals, and everything else under the sun we’ve created. In the span of not even a century, we successfully tainted something older than our sun.
Think about it.
Then think some more. Tune into the moisture in the air, the tea by your side, the urine filtering through your kidneys, the blood in your veins, the tears in your eyes.
Think of the roughly seventy percent of yourself that is comprised of water.
That’s a majority.
In the majority, you are older than the sun.
You have drunk of the same waters as Muhammed. Of the Buddha. Of the Denisovan fending for its life. You are of the dinosaurs. Of the great beasts of the sky and oceans. You are the thing that crawls through the bowels of the earth. You are the tree that has seen the rise and fall of civilizations. You are the heartbeat of Earth. The water she gives you, is the water she gives to all, and that which she received upon high just as one day, so too, will she give our water back to the stars.
And I do mean our water. From whence we came and to where we must go again. Dispersing back into the tide, refilling the ocean of memory where we all dream the dream of the world.
When we think of these concepts. Time. Memory. We can’t help but think of them in terms of elemental Air—for aside from a kiss or the taste of ones tears—we can either feel these concepts and the recollections they stir, or transmit the feelings they derive through the technological use of language available to us (writing an essay, reading an essay, using English, French, or whatever linguistic system at our disposal to transfer a conceptual image of an “idea” to one another in hopes that we will be understood, ever limited to the subjective experience no matter how universal we believe our vantage—see my essay Language of the Heart for more on this topic). These are all the domain of Air, but memory is tethered to the senses. It is, the domain of Water. That most ancient of providers.
But there are other ways we communicate. Older ways. Which again speaks to the primordial waters that stir our souls. The passing smile of a stranger. The slightest touch from a loved one’s hand. A twinkle in the eye called Love.
Immortalized by a breakfast pastry, the madeleine effect conjured by Proust is a concept culturally reused since its conception because it speaks of a universal perception we’re all familiar with, and not singularly belonging to confectionary stimulus. But it does highlight the ebbs and flow tides of memory.
How a scent on the breeze can bring us back to that forgotten day long ago and make us relive it. Or how the sound of wheels across pavement can suddenly fall into the rhythm that synchronizes to that song you haven’t heard, or even thought about, in over a decade that you immediately start to sing. Even how a motion we had long perfected yet abandoned in a newfound sedentary existence, can return to us as if our bodies had never taken a hiatus.
Memory isn’t linear. Memory remains even when it is forgotten. Memory returns and new memories are formed not out of the present, but in anticipation and longing. Something you have read today may be meaningless until that moment in the future where its suddenly remembered at just the precise time its useful. In that way, memory is from the future, just as distant as the origins of water that remains, somewhere, in our deepest recollections.
There was a time when the Vernal Equinox aligned with Cardinal Cancer. Maybe then, we understood. But that understanding is ever-present in the oceanic container of Mutable Pisces, just as its memory is buried deep in the primordial pools of Fixed Scorpio.